Is what I need.
My life's at a lost, I'm at a lost. I don't know what I've become and what I want. Things that I've vowed not to do again, I've done. Being in the same shithole over and over again.
I've a problem with myself so badly that even my own body is trying to kill/hurt myself. As I search desperately for what I was once before, not because it was great, but it was better than some parts of what I am now. I still search in vain.
I've a problem, in trusting men. Everytime I try to protect myself, I hurt the opposite. In the end, hurting myself. I became a screw up not because I choose to be, because I had to be. I don't want to be the one hurting. The stupid one, the one that trusted his sweet words and let my guard down.
I was made a bitch because of the assholes you men tend to be.
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4 comments:
so wat the hell u wana say oh.. haha
nvm its k lulu.. i know you're quite blurr.. =P
lol yea i am very
but its k lulu, im blurr too.. but but at least we're not the blurrest! =D heehee
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